Hannelotte. Designer. Server. Friend. Artist. Girlfriend. Traveler. I have a lot to say, but I usually don't know how to say it.
Fuck what you know.
I feel like over the past year I’ve spent a lot of time forgetting everything that I thought to be real or true, and re-learning what it is to have a fulfilling life. It’s been an interesting, scary, overwhelming, yet amazing journey and I feel like it’s coming to an end.
My lease is up in a month, and I’m facing the future; not knowing where I might be in a year. The prospect of such instability might be scary to some, and at times I’m exhausted by the idea of trying to make something of my life. But that’s just it: life is what you make of it, and I truly don’t intend on wasting any of my life any more.
I don’t know where my life is going, but I have great friends and a great family to get me through whatever hardships I may face.
I’ve learned a lot about myself in the past year that I never thought possible. I’m a stronger and more complete person than I’ve ever been, and I truly have my family to thank for that. I’ve said it before, but now, more than ever, I feel as though my friends are truly my family. It’s been exhilarating to have that in my life.
My life isn’t perfect, and it’s not always easy; but life goes on, and the hardest part is trying to keep up while still enjoying the ride.
